Light

Some days I think everything
Has gotten to that certain point
Where nothing will take the pain away
Even when I'm smoking joint after joint

I don't think I cant keep going
My life slipping from my grasp
To keep going on in this life
Seems such an impossible task

Seeing everything slip down
Falling through my fingers
The pain stabbing deep into my soul
There it stays and lingers

I think that I am nothing
Someone that matters to no one
I think I should just end it all
Hold tight onto the barrel of that gun

But then I think of you
And that thought makes it better
It makes me keep smiling
Even when my eyes are just getting wetter

Your words give me some sort of hope
Of a better tomorrow
Where things are happy
And theres no more pain and sorrow

All I can ever say to you my love
Is thank you for being there
Showing me there is some light
When no one seems to care