To blind to see..

I guess i got it wrong, you never
really needed me..you used me
all along..and i was to blind to
see..

this whole time i tried my best
just to be your friend..bending
over backward..always having
a hand to lend..

but i realize now that my hand
never got borrowed..and that i
wore myself out for nothing,
and all i have left is memories
that follow..

you could have told me how
you felt.. no I\'m not your biggest
fan.. i never wanted to be like
you..what the f$%k, god damn..

i just needed a best friend, and
i thought you were it..never
knowing you already had one..
i wasn\'t one of the choices picked

its like a game of chance, you
never know what will go wrong
or right.. and when you get to
the end of the game..good luck
sleeping at night..

i just needed a friend.. one
who actually cared..not one
who pretended, not one who
was never really there..

i guess i cant explain it..the
hole in my heart.. i grew to
attached..and i guess i
deserved that part..

but you should have told me
you never wanted to be my
friend, no matter how fragile
i may be..instead of me wasting
my time..a person who was to
blind to see..

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