I lay on my bed wondering and crying,
how did this happen,
what did I do wrong?
If you only knew how I felt,
you were my world,
my life, my everything,
now it's all gone,
and I don't know how.
Nothing can fix how I feel,
broken, hated, unloved, not needed.
If I could only turn back the hands of time,
I would do anything to have you back,
I know you probably don't feel the same,
but it was something, we had a lot,
now it's take from me so fast,
all I can do is cry and wonder why.
** My boyfriend of 1 year and 10 months dumped me out of the blue (May 7, 2005) so I wrote this about him the day after he did. It's not my best and personally I think it sucks.... **
