My Room....

They look at me,
Like nothing is wrong,
Even though one day,
They know I'll be gone

I stay silent,
With no emotion,
My fears and dreams,
Are something that cant be shown,

Slipping behind the door,
I fall form the crowd,
All the silence,
Is just too loud

With another heart beat,
I let them all assume,
That I will be much safer,
In the walls of my room

Starring at the ceiling,
A laugh escaped my lips,
My fate,
Is just at my fingertips

With no one around,
Another scar appears,
Chasing away,
All my fears

With each jagged jerk,
The wound grows deeper,
This razor blade,
Being my keeper

Closing my eyes,
My world stops spinning,
I'm all alone,
There is no chance of me winning,

Pictures of people,
Fall through my mind,
All black and white,
Leaving me blind

No more worries,
No more fears,
No more wasting my breath,
On endless tears

It's all over with now,
I'm no longer here to stay,
With this razor blade,
I went away

Only to leave behind,
My final good byes,
On a torn piece of paper,
That shown your lies

"It was nice for you,
All to assume,
That I would be,
Much safer in my room..."