Numb And Cold

by Toni   May 9, 2005


Numb…just staring, bleary eyed...out into the distance
Mind is racing, filled with thoughts: I’m amazed at IT’s Persistence
Dragging me down, into the depths, of more self persecution
Filling me up with no emotions, it demands my execution

Cold…trembling, frozen inside…burning from self rejection
Mind is spinning, nowhere to go, I can’t find the right direction
For everything I do is wrong, to someone, outside or within
People tell me what is ‘right’, but to IT it is a sin

Some people reach out in the night, to find a helping hand
But I have to, reside with the truth, that no one understands
For if I can’t understand myself, then no one has a chance
So I sit here, feeling numb and cold, staring silently, alone in my trance..

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  • 18 years ago

    by Toni

    thanku all xxx

  • 18 years ago

    by Ironic Allure

    Some people reach out in the night, to find a helping hand
    But I have to, reside with the truth, that no one understands

    Those lines are so beautiful.|

    I wish I could take all this away from you Toni, you don't deserve it.
    I love you.

    Take care of yourself.
    All my love,
    Laura.

  • 18 years ago

    by deadnalone

    awesome, great pace and everything just amazing, always here hun, if i can do netin to help then let me no

    -ellie

  • 18 years ago

    by Oliver Stevenson

    brilliant poem hun, although i'm a little worried abt u hun xxxxx

  • 18 years ago

    by confusion

    descriptions in this poem were amazing, but again very sad. its good that your expressing your thoughts and feelings hun, keep looking forward

    take care, luv lu -x-x-x-

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