~~Hard~~

Why is this world so hard?...
When I break down and cry?...
Who will be there to me help up?..
To calm me down when I cry?..

I been pushed around...
I been thrown to the ground...
Why does it have to say??

Feeling soo lost...
Unable to move...
I am stuck in this world...
In this world full of hate..
Full of pain...
Full of lies..

I have been told to die..
To take a knife and crawling a corner..
...And die...

By a friend that I once had...
She took my friends away...
She told them lies....
Told them thing that were untrue...

They now turn their back to me...
As I walk by...
I am unable to be their friend...

I take the knife in to my trembling hand...
I find that corner...
The same corner I find everynight..

But this time I would be coming out...
I took that knife and stabbed myself deep ...
The blood slowly runs out of the corner...
To the light....
The blood of me...

The pain that once controlled my life...
Is now gone..
I said Goodbye to the hard hard hard world...
And the crowd...

I lay on the floor all bloody and dead...
I did what my friend told me to do ...

Goodbye hateful world..