I Hate Me

The scars you made
Are still healing
Now I've found someone
How has feeling.

You were my heart,
a heart with no beat,
I always wondered
If I'd ever meet...

Meet someone who cares,
Who doesn't treat me like s**t
Finally he came along,
I didn't wait around and sit....

Wait for all these scars
To heal and go.
We were so close,
And now I'm your foe?

You were dead,
emotionless and with no love,
I always prayed
To the big man above...

I prayed you would go
from inside my heart,
I never thought I'd say it
But I'm glad we're apart.

I hate myself
for allowing such pain,
I thought: Nothing to loose
But there was no gain.

I THOUGHT you were great,
You were my life,
We would even sit and talk,
Of me being your wife.

These scars will eventually go,
From my heart so strong,
I hate you so much,
I will do for very long...

I will hate you
until I'm happy again.
I thought it wouldn't happen
I thought I could refrain...

From hating you,
I never wanted this,
I thought I would wait,
wait and I'd miss...

Miss you so much,
You were "my baby"
And me, well,
I was your lady.

But I don't miss you
Nor your heart so cold,
I should have listened,
Listened when I was told...

You were no good,
You wouldn't be there,
For months I was left,
In such a state of despair.

But now I'm on the mend,
He cares for me,
I know he's your friend,
But we're meant to be.