A poem 2 a friend

In this cold, dark place
I used to call home
i sit in a corner all alone
It used to feel cozy
It used to feel warm
but in the flick of a switch
that feeling was gone
i don't know what happened
or who flicked that switch
i used to feel happy
now that feelings in a ditch
I never feel loved
i never feel glad
i miss that feeling
i miss it so bad
the happiness has been drained
right out of me
and has been replaced with depression
sorrow and need
know i need help
but 2 afraid to ask
i need to get rid of the memories
that lie in my past
i cant talk 2 my family
they wont understand
i feel they don't love me
maybe thats y I'm so sad,
I can speak to one person
and one person alone
i know that they listen
when I'm with her, i feel home
she has helped me
in my times of need
when I've needed a friend
so my sorrows can b freed
when i have cut
thinking i cant go any longer
she has made me happy again
that happy feeling gets stronger
i feel i can make it through
this horrid life
and live through the pain,
sorrows and strife
i know that there are people
who have it worse than me
i complain and cry
and hurt myself
when i really don't see,
that maybe i will be missed
if i do let go
the knife i hold, i resist
i can live through this I know
I am still here
and i know its because
of that one friend who put up with me
and showed me that life was
tough and painful but worth living through
i hope i never lose that friend
because that friend is you!

THANX EM! LUV U LOTS!xxx