Im sorry :'(

I'm sorry i didn't listen
and left you on your own
when you came to me with problems
i told you to go home
I didn't think u were serious
i thought u were just sad
and wanted some attention
i didn't think it was this bad
now your gone and its too late
i miss you so much
i should have stopped and helped you
even if i was in a rush
you said you were depressed
but i thought that it would pass
i thought u just had a bad day
and the pain wouldn't last
but when i got that call
and they told me what you'd done
i was so upset and shocked
and so was your mum
it was her that had called me
to give me the bad news
she couldn't take the pain and cried
she really did miss you
u got home and cut yourself
and you went really deep
i was so upset that week
that i didn't talk, eat or sleep
i never thought id lose you
and i couldn't take the pain
i cant live without you
so i grabbed a knife and did the same.

~this isn't true, i just felt like writing it!~