Realize...

Please realize that I DO exist,
yearning for your gentle touch.
Knowing that you're not mine
is beginning to become too much.

Awaiting my knight in shining armor
is what I do every day and night.
My mind is made up that
the love I feel for you is right.

It is to you I reserve my heart,
for I know you'll care for it forever,
but until you learn of my love,
I fear "we" will become never.

Losing you would be devastating
and would destroy my fragile life.
Such depression is way too much,
most likely leading to a knife.

The last thing I want to do
is end my life in pain.
I just can't help it, though,
because my hateful life is full of rain.

If only you were to know
that you are my target of passion.
I want you to know that I love you,
and make a good first impression.

Please open your beautiful eyes
and see my love for only you.
Realize that I will give my life,
because the love I feel is true.