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I have a close friend,
One I hold near.
It's stayed by my side,
It's my friend named fear.

I've held my friend inside of me
And let it take a hold.
My heart, my soul, my mind,
Seems to have become so cold.

It makes up lies
About my past.
And makes my life
Go by too fast.

I lie to you in fear,
And hold the truth inside.
Or I hold it back
And in me it remains to hide.

I love you so,
I really do.
And I know
You love me too.

In fear I leave out my mistakes
And tell you 2 months too late.
But reluctantly I bite your bate,
And brace myself for your words of hate.

But my friend is always there,
And into my mind it rips and tears.
And when the truth is brought out front,
The blade of your response is sharp, not blut.

I understand,
I really do.
But always remember,
That I love you.

I know my mistakes are endless,
Yet also is my love
I will do anything for you,
Because you are my white dove.

* i know this one probably sucks, but it's for Bobby, so it means something.*