Sad and depressed story

They did not notice that I was so depressed that I was dying

Until one day I was with the guy from the dance
We got into a huge argument and he told me it was over
I could not take it so I ran to the door and started to run away from his house
He got to the door and saw that I was crying but he did not come after me
I heard him yell something but I could understand what he said because I was crying so loudly
When I reached my house I knew no one was home
There was a note on the counter that said “Be back around 7”
I checked the clock and it was only 2 so I knew I had enough time
I grabbed a rope and began to tie a noose
I hung it over a beam right in the middle of the house
I slipped it around my neck and stood on a stool
My house was 3 houses down from his house but he could see right into the windows
Before I stepped off this chair I saw someone running down the street
I had all the doors locked so no one could stop me
The guy running down the street was my love
He looked in the window and saw what I was doing and he began to panic
He tried to open the door, but it was locked
Right then the girl took her feet of the chair and he knew he had to act fast
He saw a window and he quickly broke it and climbed in
He jumped on the chair and picked me up and held me in his arms high enough so I could breath
For I lived that day and as soon as I was back to normal we began to talk
I told him I could not live without him so if we could not be together i would have to die
And I could see in his eyes that he was about to cry
He held me close in his arms and he said
“I love you baby, I don’t know what I was thinking, for I could never live without you”
Ever since then we have been together
And I just think about how it felt for being hung up by a rope for 20 seconds
I realized life may be bad but that’s not the way out
Ever since that day I began cutting
And I haven’t stopped yet, and no one has noticed
So I guess I did not learn my lesson all I did learn was that no one cares for me
But I still Love Him with all of my heart….

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