Blinded Eyes

I’ve gone alone, on this lonesome journey to find myself.
My happiness I have retired, long ago it was put on the shelf.
I’ve left my strength behind, no more left to help me through.
Sorrow’s sank deep inside my blood, leaving me wondering to and fro.

All the ones around me I cared for have left me alone and cold.
Empty is my heart as my lonesome being is no longer bold.
I cry alone from all the pain that has been shoved in my face.
My soul searches each night and day to find my happy place.

She was my north start guiding me to the fading light.
Sitting up reminiscing I tear out my heart through the dark night.
Love was once apart of my life, but now it’s gone and left me.
The essence of life is gone, but your blinded eyes can’t see.

How much longer will I spend looking for the answers?
I crouch in the corner and listen as the wind whispers.
No advice is sent in my direction, only the unhappy thoughts.
So here I lay until the end of time as my soul just rots.

Trust is no longer my companion as I wait endlessly for you.
I just wish I could wake up and know what to do.
But this dream of unhappiness is haunting and won’t end.
So I’ll lay in misery until your help you decide to send.