No Memory

I have lost so many tears
when i try to fight my fears
my memory is a blur
the end for me is near

i fight to remember
i dont want to forget
help me remember before i let go
with out memories life is so slow

it seems to fly by
thinking now, but years ahead
i have nothing to dread
my life seems to be dead

i have lost so many tears
when i try to fight my fears
my memory is a blur
the end for me is near

staring into the black tunnel
trying to find the light
i cant find my way
night is brighter than my day

i sleep at night and i dream
when i wake up i need to scream
im dead walking among the living
its a life of constant stinging