I didnt mean what i said
i didnt want you to die
I'd give anything to go back to that night
That night i made the biggest mistake of my life
i told you i hated you and hoped you died
I felt your heart shatter
I saw the tears in your eyes
I could feel the tension between us
you wanted to die
you left the house and i went to bed
i thought nothing would happen
but you did when you went around that bend
I woke up in the morning to police at my door
dad and i were the first people to know
about the man and car war
You were speeding over 90
and you lost control
you flew out the windshield
and ran into the pole
You mad the news that night
and so did a man
he said you were dumb
and he didnt care about what happened in the end
what hurt even more
was you made the front page
and they called you a man
you weren't a man to me
you were my hero
and my only brother
the one who was suppose to be there to the end
you died that night
but i died to
because now that your gone a piece of me is gone too
Evan-i miss you bro
**this is my second poem I've ever written and its not that great...but its about my brother who died in a car accident and i was suppose to be with him
