Burning

This suffering cannot be delayed
Every breath I take brings me to my knees
No way that I will live with this pain
Losing purpose for every battle I have ever fought
I hate how you hold me here with clenched fists
Whispering promises in my ear
suffocating me slowly
I'm drowning in this misery
Slowly falling apart
Your silence is dealing the damage
That stabs my dying heart
my mind screams what i wish to mutter
Words caught in my throat
Fear clouds my blind vision
My hands far to clumsy to save myself
I'm frozen in a stupid trance
Staring blindly at what i once held dear
No longer do i scream
Knowing that I will finally be gone
No time for this devastation to set in
Rising or falling, i don't care
I'm freed from this prison of ignorance
That is more than i can bear
Free from your insolence
And i am gone forever in memory
No more burning flames licking my face
no more burning lovers embrace
Lifted among the darkened clouds
Filled with burning heat
A red glow burning through me
Giving my mind deceit
No longer can i lift you higher than myself
As the sirens sound so far off
I then realize I would have had no one else
Caught in realization
Following my burnt path
allowing everything to burn
So i can be free at last