~~Hoping~~

Please O God...
Just let her die...
Just let her lay down...
As she crys..

Tears of black makeup...
Trickle down her face...
Making a mask to hide her face...
The same mask that she hides... Behind everyday...

She sits on her bed....
Waiting to die...
To curl up into a ball and cry...

Hoping to die ..
She dresses in black...
To hide her fears...

From the world...
From her friends..
From the one she loves...

She crys to the heavens..
Every night...
Asking to die...

The winds of the underworld open...
And start to swallow her up..

She is dieing...
She looks at the ones she once loved...

Saying Goodbye...
She took the knife....
And stabbed her chest...
Over and Over...

Again and Again...
The blood covers her once white shirt....
Her hands covered in blood...
The once beautiful girl is now dead..

There is no more pain in her ...
As she was buried...
In the ground....

Tears of her mother hit the earthly ground...
As the last shovel of dirt was covered over her coffin...

She got what she was hoping for...
She did...
And she will never hope again...