You're so cold and lifeless,
laying there on the floor.
I'm sorry you had to go,
but you couldn't bear it anymore.
You were nothing to them,
I could see it in your eyes.
I could hear everything,
Even your silent cries.
Maybe you thought no one was there,
But there was always me.
Why'd you have to go,
Why couldn't we be?
I loved you but I never said anything,
You were always happy with her.
And the day she dumped you,
Everything became a blurr.
You killed yourself because she didn't care,
You thought nobody was there.
I should've told you how I felt.
I wish I could turn back time,
cause now this pain I'm dealt.
I have to deal with this all over again,
Cause I'm stupid enough to make the mistake.
No longer will I love,
and tomorrow I won't wake.
I'm going to come and see you,
And tell you how I feel.
Cause this time..this time...
It'll be real.
No more dreaming about my death.
No more pretending I'm gone.
This is my last breath.
I'm done...
I couldn't just let go,
I loved you way too much.
Letting the blood flow,
I miss your touch.
Tonight I'm leaving.
Lying in my bed,
with everything running through my head.
Blood on my arm...
Hello self-harm...
Goodbye life, I hated you so.
Goodbye Dad, just to let you know.
I hated you sometimes,
For the things you did.
I'm sorry Dad,
this pain I hid.
I'll see you some other time.
For he is gone, and now so am I.
I couldn't do it,
I didn't want to cry.
So I left, Dad.
I hope you understand..
