Crying at night
is all i ever seem to do
wishing that someday
you'd only want me to
you broke my heart
& made me suffer
living without you
only gets tougher
why can't you love me
the way i love you
i hope & pray
that it might come true
but god still hasn't
answered my prayers
i feel as if
theres no one who cares
i cut every time
i start thinking of you
knowing that my dreams
will never come true
deeper & deeper
it hurts more each time
I'm tired of praying
for everything to be fine
i know you'll never love me
but my feelings i can't hide
it hurts so much to know
you were only in it for the ride
I'll take my last breath
it will happen Tonite
i take the blade to my arm
my face turns pale white
the room starts to shudder
my body starts to shake
i scream out in pain
this was such a mistake
I'm covered in blood
please God, make it stop
my heart is beating so fast
my blood level begins to drop
my body is now numb
& I can no longer see
this is all because of you
my one & only timothy
one day you will miss me
one day you will cry
but please never forget me,
i love you & goodbye
