Depressed

I tried my best..honestly..
but i got yelled at once again
the words cut me deep
like the knife that hit my vein.

i’m a walking disaster
everything i do is wrong
and i’m wondering
how come i don’t belong?

my friends talk about me
behind my back
i don’t know what i did
or what i lack.

nothing is left but my shadow
my one real friend
no one to talk to
like everything is pretend.

don’t know who to look for
i’m really confused
my life is shattered
and my heart is bruised

everything in my life
has been a lie
all i do now
is put my head down and cry.

help me get out of here
out of this great big mess
all i need is someone who understands
what its like being depressed.

(Pls comment i'd greatly appreciate it!)