Sorry

Mommy I want you to understand,
I loved you so,
remember my sweet smile,
my radiant glow

You were rarely home,
and I had no friends,
I tried to be someone i'm not,
life is hard to pretend.

When you stand by my grave,
don't think of any memories of the past,
like when daddy was always drunk,
think of all the good times we had.

My life was a mess,
i'm not blaming this on you,
you loved me so much,
it was something i just had to do

Mommy please don't cry,
we always tried to get by
I believe you tried your best,
it couldn't stop me from being depressed.