Let Myself Fall

My soul is filled with emptiness
And my heart is black
Happiness is what I want
But what I lack

But still I put on a smile
So they can't see
How I really feel
What it's like to be me

I hate myself
I hate my life
Each and everyday
Is filled with so much strife

Nothing but pain
Is all I ever feel
And always so lonely
I wish it wasn't real

No one sees the hints
They think I'm fine
That every things perfect
In this life of mine

I could say it is
But I can't lie
Nothings ever right
And every night I cry

I wish it wasn't like this
I wish life was great
But it's not
It's filled with so much hate

Nothing but lies
Is all I'm ever told
They want to hurt me
And inside I feel so cold

I'm sick of trying
I can't do things right
And I'm not strong enough anymore
To put up a fight
So I will just let myself fall

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