Heavily breathing,
I reach for the knife,
wanting to do it so badly,
wanting to take my life.
No one can ever imagine,
this pain i have inside,
When each morning i look into the mirror,
I want to run away or hide.
Its amazing how much i hate myself,
but no one ever knew,
how much anger i kept inside,
this self-hate really grew.
All this pain comes,
just from the thought of me being alive,
I'm sorry to put you through all this,
I'm sorry that you walked into my life.
Please let me go,
i just want to curl up and die,
cause if i don't do it now,
forever i will cry.....
