Love, Respect, Trust--- Pain, Hate, Lust

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pink fluffy cotton candy clouds swirl by,
leaving me alone underneath the sky,
the tree tops blowing madly,
i breathe in and out so sadly,
I don't know what to believe anymore,
my mind is beginning to feel sore,
i light all the candles around my room,
fell my inner self begin to bloom,
I stare into the everlasting flame,
feeling it burning white glare in my eyes, it's all the same,
nothing is ever changing or so it feels
I lay in the middle of the floor, as my heart slowly heals,
and my mask slowly peels,
I hear your voice softly whispering in my ear,
telling me to look in the silver surface of the mirror,
my face shines like the moon,
all my worries will come to an end soon,
the flickering lights playing across my face,
I'm always trying to find my place,
in this confusing jumble of love and hate,
maybe one day we shall meet by pure fate,
once again I'm transported into depression,
my one and only painful obsession.
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