Deep Sleep Dreaming

Oh how I wish for deep sleep dreaming
Looking for the imaginary light
I hear my alarm clock screaming
I'm ready and poised for the next fight

I'm looking into a warped mirror on the wall
My reflection moves in and out
Then it disappears because I start to fall
Just because I wanted to know what life was about

Stick the needle in my arm I'll take on all your fears
Watch me as I disintegrate with my internal bleeding
You've done it, wipe away my bitter tears
For I always followed you, never leading

Where have my dreams gone too?
My sweet, sweet, escape
Rising up from the ashes with skin anew
The scars covered up with lies and tape

I walk around these empty streets
Taking pictures of everything I see
Then I stand by and watch as history repeats
Is that who I truly want to be?

Hello, you must be the angel of my Nightmare
The shadow following my every move
Stripping me of all reason and leaving me alone and bare
My love to you I need to prove

I'm wasting all my time here
Trying to rest in my ever lasting dreams
My soul incased in a glowing blue tear
My sanity fraying at the seams

Your right next to me
Yet, I miss you so much
I thought that you could set me free
But in reality I am just using you as my crutch

To get away from this harsh world
Stop this pain tonight and set my book of truth of fire
The edges are burnt and curled
My crying cannot put it out

Pull out my black feathers from my wings
Continue on one by one
I need to get rid of these over burdening things
Believe me this must be done

So I can fall asleep tonight
And never wake up
To see day light
For this has blinded my sight

Goodbye and Goodnight