If I could tell you

There is such a maze in my head
I know you love me
I know I’m important to you
But sometimes I feel that you forget me
And other things are of much importance

You say you’ll do anything for your friends
To prevent loosing them
And I ask myself if you could do anything
To prevent loosing me

Once I thought if I could be in their place
Maybe you will pay more attention to me
Maybe if I tell you that I wanted
To do the same thing they want to do
Maybe you’ll worry with me as much as
You worry for them too

If I could tell you that I wanted to disappear of this world….
If I could tell you, will you worry much more?