Friends of a sarrow man

I have tried so many times
to end my life

theres no one out there who would cry
if i choose to die

life would be easier if i weren't here
if it is to fear to live isn't that dear

i tried so hard to leave
but my friends told me to believe

i ask them why do you care
they say we love you dear

i only live day by day
only wonder what to say

do i want to live this living grave
if i chose to walk with the guys its brave

thank you people who care
now i think why did i even dare

i wanted to end life here and there
i thought life wasn't fair

i looked in the mirror & i only stared
my heart was cut so it was hard to bare

here i am standing alone again
my world doesn't want to spin

i think to myself one more time
i cut myself like a sweet yellow lime

now I'm here still alive
I'm glad i didn't take that deathly dive

once again thank you who care
thanks for listening to what i had to say

because of you i live happier days
i sit here hoping god hears my prays

thank you all
now i can walk tall

instead of holding me head down
i can walk with my head high with pride

I'm a changed man
now under gods beautiful plan

DEDICATED TO A FRIEND AND SOMEONE SPECIAL ABOVE!!!!!!!!! MISS YOU GRANDPA!!!LOVE YOU