Here i am again
setting myself up again
to fall down that hole
that i once lived within
every time i fall for you
i seem to go deeper and deeper
into this dark depressed world
my tears glisten as they burn my harden empty soul
i search for light
a helping hand
anyone near
to take a stand
help me see how blind i am
because every time i fall for him
it breaks me down all over again
if i could choose to never fall again
i don\\\'t think i could even if i sin
every part of him makes me glow
i smile so much brighter even when he hurts me within
so here i am
at another turning point in my life
choosing to really move on
and get over this fight
a battle of attention
a battle pride
i just want to see him see me
and realize what he let get away
I\\\'ve really got to move on
and make more of myself
find someone worth it
and these tears of pain will melt
