Can I?

Can i ever look you in the eye and tell you i don't love you?
can i ever honestly smile when my heart's all blue?
can i ever banish every blissful thought of you from my head?
can i ever stop the tears from rolling down my bed?
can i ever feel so loved as if you're always by my side?
can i ever forget the memories we kinda, merely had?
can i ever say I'm happy when deep inside I'm sad?
can i ever hold your hand like i always used to do?

can i please tell you that i do still love you?