I Wish I Could Stop (Anorexia/Bulimia)

by Giani   May 28, 2005


I wish I could just stop. The staving every 2 days, the puring every other day.

Even though my family knows, I still feel like I am hiding.

They think everything is getting better, meanwhile it just gets worse.

I wish I could just stop, to please everyone, including myself.

I am just afraid that when I stop I will succumb to all those voices that are telling me that I am fat, ugly and that I will not amount to anything in life.

I know all those voices are just the anorexia and bulimia yelling at me, but it just feels so real.

At the moment thin is everything even though I wish I could be thin and healthy at the same time.

I wish I could just stop.

*Please comment/vote it would me a lot to me. I was just writing how I was feeling.

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  • 17 years ago

    by laura

    Hey i feel the same. i hope you feel better soon. I feel like i am letting my family down every time i throw up. I can't stop but i have to. But it is sooo hard. But i hope you get better soon.

  • 18 years ago

    by Brook

    awe..I know how u feel! dont give up..I'm still struggling..but nobody knows...so I'm still hiding...feel free to email me if u wanna talk or anything. Thanks for commenting on one of my poems.

    <3 Brook

  • 18 years ago

    by Lyla

    It was very good, keep up the good work!

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