Meadows???

I don’t know
What the f**k is wrong
Myself I no longer know
I'm feeling quite odd

I feel like it’s all my fault
I screwed up my life
Pebbles says its not
But I’m not so sure

I don’t think this darkness will ever go away
Not leaving but hovering close by always
The cutting will never fade
I can’t deal with this now

I just want to die
I don’t want to be here
But there’s someone I love too much
I can’t leave her here alone

I don’t know if I can take this though
My heart is literally hurting
Right now I just want the blood to flow
My mind is going crazy