Addicted

I have an addiction,
It doesn't seem to hurt me,
Only the ones I love,
And I'm really trying to see.

My dad will get upset,
My mom will cry,
I don't know what is going on,
Inside I'm going to die.

I need someone to help,
Because it won't go away,
It is here forever,
In my mind it wants to stay.

I know this poem really sucks.....but i have no other way to get to get this off my mind. So go ahead and vote it low lol OK??? OK cool!