Never Take It Back..

It finally happend, what I knew all along..
You thought it was love, but you were wrong..
How could you do this after what we've been though?
Five years of waiting to hear "I love you"..
I hate you, I HATE you.. But please, don't go..
Do you have love that you don't show?
Cause day after day it's good then bad,
You can make me happy, but you like me sad..
Two years together, and I don't think you know,
How hard it is to let you go..
& do you know when you go away,
These spinning colors turn to grey..
And there's a record inside my head,
Replaying the things I wish you said..
The stars they won't come out at night,
And my heart is weary from this fight..
And all those days laying on your bed,
Listening to those lies you fed..
I thought time could change the way you are,
Time, and wishing on a tired star..
And a tired prayer said everyday..
But all these words get thrown away..
Cause year after year it remains the same,
And I always notice when you stumble my name..
Everyone knows you're not thinking of me,
I guess my heart is too blind to see..
Cause my mind is screaming to push you away
But my heart, it whispers "You want him to stay"

*These tears now only come at night..
And I do believe I've lost this fight..
So take this chance, and tell me now,
And I shall find a way some how,
To let you go and learn to live,
Without the love that you won't give..
And someday soon I hope to find
My heart healed and peace of mind..
And I hope you'll realize one day,
That I'm "The One" that got away..
And then you'll feel the way I do,
The way I'll always feel when I'm thinking of you..*

"For always, and never take it back....." =*(

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