I Can't handle being without you

I don't know what to do
you get more beautiful by the day
everything you do
makes me fall for you
even moreso than before

when will I see you again?
Seems like your beauty grows by the day
Every smile I see
every stare I see
I fall for you more than before

Trapped in myself
I can do nothing
but hold back my tears
knowing you and I
will never be

How can I move on?
my mind is telling me yes
but my heart is telling me No
darling I fell for you cause
you're special
cause you're beautiful
not just on the outside
but in
around
and everywhere

your beauty radiates throughout

too bad my self-esteem fades
my confidence dries
my heart murmurs
my kness collapse
my cheeks flood
my mouth dries
my expression saddens
And my arms say no more

Darling I can't handle
being without you
for much more