The reason

by NICKOLAS ELGERT   Jun 7, 2005


The reason why I told you how I felt
Is because I have been told
Don't live life as a what if
Live life as I wish I wouldn't have
I once heard people are compatible with anyone
If they can live with what they are dealt

If they can live with the pros and cons
Then they can live with each other
And grow with each other
I know I can, can you
Tell me how you see me
Tell me so I know what to do
Enlighten me, because this is how I am
I will not change
I use to and I forget who I was
I use to ruin relationships that way
Because I was trying to adapt

The choices that I make
The actions of which I take
Silence is golden
Maybe I should try it
For if I only had been quiet
Things wouldn't be the way they are
But I do what I always do
And I think I just lost you
So I am sorry for what I did

Forgive me of what I said
Even though our relationship is dead
I just wanted you to hear what I have to say
Yes, I have feelings for you
I cannot stop thinking of you
I shouldn't have spent time with you
I always try to have the upper hand
This was not part of my plan
My life is always the same
I am a loser when it comes to this game

I have been poisoned
Symptoms of heartache, confusion
a guilty conscious and a lack of sleep
These symptoms will keep
Until I find out how you feel
I told you how I felt
Now it is your part
I am not trying to steal you
I want to share
I wont break your heart
I wouldn't even dare

But if you don't feel for me this way
Then I will not fake another day
I will send your necklace, pictures, and your poem
And you will never hear from me again
I don't want to be careful and watch what I want to say
I don't want to live this way

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