Hurting

The ...'s are pauses.. you have to read it with the pause, or it won't flow like you'd like it to!

It hurts...so bad...
chills are running down my spine
the boy...he thinks...
i won't do it - anytime

i try...to please...
but it doesn't seem to work
i play...and wait...
and do that one thing - flirt

but it's...not enough...
and i'm losing all control
because the one...who i love...
can't hear my crying soul

just hug me...stay there...
i cannot live with out you
just don't...let go...
i'll have nothing to hold onto

wait!...you never...
started hanging on
you walk...right by...
leading me into a con

how dare you...you took...
my heart and tore it up
but you...don't know...
how my heart ended up

i cry myself...to sleep...
cuz i know you won't be mine
i really...wish...
that you would give me a small sign

it would help...for me...
to live another day
"i love you,"..."you know"...
that's what i pray you'll say