Only to you

When you are in love your heart controls your mind,
You block out the world and suddenly your blind,
I sat and watched your girl for 3 hours long,
She did not have to say anything but I knew all along,
You and her are good and have something pure,
It seems you are willing but unable to give me more,
I think of you and I get butterflies, my heart flutters,
I try to talk but inside every word stutters,
To sit and stare at everything that is yours,
Is that not love? Our triangle of love wars,
I cannot sleep at night without seeing your face,
Worried you will get up and leave without a trace,
I am willing to give all I can for you,
Just to prove my hearts purpose is true,
You see I got a taster and it left me needing,
The sweetness of you was emotionally deceiving,
You are worth every tear I have cried for you,
To be held in your arms, that is all I want to do,
But you cannot give me that you just want fun,
But I don’t think I can end what I have begun,
I could not stop myself from falling believe me I tried,
But the harder I tired the more I cried,
I did not want it to come to this, was not sure if it would,
But forgetting you did me no good,
In fact I longed and mourned for you at every rest,
How long will it take for me to accept that I’m second best,
To keep going loves all I need, I found it in you,
If you could read me like a book why didn’t you have a clue,
What am I to do now it’s all out in the open,
I cannot undo what I’ve said or what I have done,
I said that I will wait and that is what I will do,
So when you are ready just do what you gotta do,
And you know that I will still be standing here,
Even when the dark clouds make no room to clear,
Oh I fell for you like a falling star,
You will remain in my heart no matter how far,
I am sorry I said it and I am sorry you do not feel the same,
But there is always a broken heart of yesterday,
Soon you will be mine? Maybe just maybe,
Oh can’t you see that I love you baby.

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