Lay Me Down To Die

I drink who i am away
slowly I'm turning numb
i cant believe what i turned into
i cant believe I've become so dumb

i miss him with all my heart
its slowly eating me away
i wonder if he ever loved me
i wonder why i didn't stay

i down another drink
i only want to forget
i look at myself again
my image makes me sick

maybe he was right
nothing but fat and ugly
so many people talk
why is it he i believe

i scream so loud inside
i cant help but cry
maybe one day, some day
this blade allow me to die