Have you ever....?

Have you ever felt so empty
have you ever felt so down
That you take absolutely no notice
of anything around?

Have you ever sat on your bed and cried
for hours at an end?
and cut your delicate skin wishing
this goddamn life would come to an end?

Have you ever cut yourself
just to see how much you'd bleed?
Have you ever spent your days wishing
for the nerve to ask for the help you need?

Have you ever got the feeling
that no-one really cares
whether you're alive or dead
or how much your heart is teared?

Have you ever tried to explain
to people about how you feel?
and they agree with you
but think to themselves "she's not for real"

If you do happen to feel like this
and have to live through memories, sorrow and strife
i would just like to say
welcome to my life.