Regret

Please don't leave me by my lonesome

I'm so very cold

Ive done this

so many times before

that i thought i had a hold

the blood is rushing out

through the cuts

on my wrist

this pain hurts

more now

i thought that i could handle this

but i was wrong

and now i live with the regret

please don't walk away now

i need you more then ever

i know Ive pushed you away so many times

but that couldn't go on forever

please hold me tight

I'm so sorry for what Ive done

i cant believe this is happening

i thought i had this battle won

everything around me

is turning so very dark

i hold my wrist to stop the bleeding

but the cut will make a permanent mark

my breath is growing shorter

my blood is getting colder

i try to scream

but theres no point

i know my life is over

tears of sadness

run down my face

i know I'm leaving

a wonderful place

where i was too blind to see

that the people around

really cared for me

so what did i do

i tried to end my life in so many ways

but now thats its happening

i don't want to go away

please don't leave my side

just say everything will be alright

like you always did before

but this time i promise

i wont close my door

my soul is starting to fade

my face is turning white

I'm losing so much blood

and yet i still try to fight

but i should have tried

to fight earlier on

when i felt things

were going so wrong

I'm starting to realize

what Ive doing has been a mistake

and all this time

it was depression

that i would fake

why?

maybe because it was something to do

maybe i had something to prove

but its too late now

I'm about to die

i cry so softy to myself

knowing my life was lie

i could have been happy

and smiled every day

instead of pretending

that things never went my way

now i left to deal with what i did

when all i really want is a second chance to live

please hold me close

tighter then you ever have before

i may have lost the battle

but i know Ive won the war