Saying good-bye(sort of long)

by gabs   Jun 9, 2005


As i sit here
in my bed i realize all
the lies you filled
inside my head,

I'm really starting to
lose control you have
some sort of power over
me ,
i gave you my heart
you just tore that apart,
but still I'd stay
going on with all the
mind games you'd play,

for that day i found the
note from her i felt
sick to my stomach,
i don't feel the same
i know it may sound lame
but from that
day on Ive felt this awful
feeling,

a knot in my throat
and something dying
deep inside my chest ,
i feel as though theres nothing
left,

the feelings i had for
you i could not explain ,
for i cant not believe you'd
ever put me through
so much pain,

the worst thing of all
is you don't even care not
even a little not even at all,

your just going to
sit there and let me
fall apart because you don't
care what happens to my
love sickened heart,
i should have known this from
the start,

but i would just ignore
what everyone would tell me,
i didn't want it to be
true , but now theres nothing
i can do ,

for you have lied over a
million times,
I'm sick of my eyes always being
swollen because
my heart has been broken
in two ,

i cant believe I'm going to
say this but I'm
through with you ,
i guess this is good-bye
i slowly begin to cry
as i feel my heart die once again

i hope it'll all be for
the best in the end ,
for i hope my broken heart
soon will mend.

thank you for taking time to read this please comment and vote i will appreciate it very very much!!!

    report violation
0


Did You Like This Poem?

Latest Comments

  • 17 years ago

    by Christine

    I can almost feel the emotions you must have felt while writing this. It's great.

  • 18 years ago

    by staci

    hey this is a good poem and im sry this happened the way it did but you know.... people cant help how they feel. you really did do this to yourself. your the one that asked us to do it and b4 we even did it you said that you were afraid that he would fall for me so obviously you knew it would happen but you still went through with it....did you ever think of that? i hear that you want to kick my ass over this but do you think that is all worth it? i dont bc we talked b4 about how we wouldnt even beable to hit eachother seriously with out laughing our asses off so what happened to that? i still read all your poems and i check everyday bc i still DO care about you. no matter what happens i will always care about you bc we have been through so god damn much. i will never forget our friendship(the past). i still check your poems bc i like to know how you feel still. i wish i could still be there for you but i cant... all over a boy. you know boys come and go and i know that you dont like how me n kyle are together now but i fell so hard for him it aint even funny. i dont even know how to explain it. ive never felt this way b4 but now im starting to realize how you feel about losing him... n it sux n its makin me realize the pain that ME and KYLE put you through... you blame it all on me but it isnt JUST me its him that did this to you too.we are both to blame. im sorry that he lied to you...it make me wonder if he lies to me too...so how have you acually been?? i know you prolly dont want to talk to me but i just want to know if your doing atleast a little better? well i guess this is the end so good luck with everythin and i hope your happy soon love you always....<3Love Always StAcEmZ<3.

More Poems By gabs