Alone

I suffer from a lonely heart
I have loved many times
But they have never been mine
Stolen by others
Perfect girls
I know I'm not perfect
But for one moment
I wish i could be perfect
In some ones eyes
I wish to be held
In that special way
To be loved by another
But I am not
And I fear I never will be
To be alone
To the day I die
Never loving once
I have suffered
Many broken hearts
Picking up the pieces
And starting over
Every time
The pieces get smaller
Until i can't see them
If it is broken again
I won't be able to start over again
I will go on in pain
With no heart
Because i couldn't find
The shattered pieces
This pain of a shattered heart
Will cause my end
I can't take being alone
It hurts too much
I don't want to be alone
In this hell
We call life
If I were not alone
These wounds I have
Would never exist
But they do
As proof
That loneliness will kill
I am on my way
To self destruction
All because
I love too much
I am hurt too easily
The one thing I want
More than life itself
Denys me of it's warmth
Comfort
Love
So when I'm gone
And you're left crying
Asking why
You'll never know
It was because
I was alone