Farewell

I never thought I'd be holding a knife
That was so close to the end of my life
But lately I've been crying
Because I've never been so close to dieing
I'm pretty sure that its now my time
But then why is suicide still a crime
It's starting to hurt real bad
But at least I'm no longer mad
Anger and sadness have turned to pain
I feel like I've gone insane
Never thought it could lead to this
As think back to our first kiss
Is this why this is happing now?
I think back on my life and wonder how
Things were once working so well
Now suicide's about to send me to hell
So i bid you all farewell