I hate this face that I posses,
I hate this life it cause stress,
this me that I see staring back at me in this mirror of fate sought after me.
I never think about love cause it's not meant to be,
I mean who'd wanna be in this heart who'd want the key?
Night after night I cry myself to sleep,
But day after day promise myself I won't weep.
I am in pain but i dont know why,
it wont go away and now i want to die.
I hate myself so much some wrods i can't say
so ill tell it to god on my knees i pray.
God please cure my pain please give me a pill,
so i won't hurt myself or possibly kill.
I want to slit my wrist and watch the blood flow down yes, then i know to hell i am bound.
I hate this pain that I am going through If it were you im sure you would to .
God I promise I will never hurt myself but ill always wish that i were someone else.
I wrote this a long time ago. Good thing I don't feel like that anymore!
