Why Dont I Care?

Why don’t I care?
I don’t really know,
But everyone says
Its really starting to show.

It all started
A while back,
Suddenly depression I gained,
And happiness I lacked.

Guys to me,
I don’t care about anymore
Because in every relationship
I wind up getting my heart torn.

Friends yea, there’s a few
I still care a lot about
But some of them have just piss me off so bad,
I just want to shout!

Family, of course
I’ll always care for,
But still even with them
It seems it’s me they ignore.

My reputation is ruined,
But that doesn’t even matterer,
I don’t even care,
I’m overweight and still getting fatter.

Why don’t I care, about anything
I honestly don’t even know,
I tried to pretend I was ok
But everyone knows its just a show.

When will I ever care?
Or will I ever again?
I don’t even know, but I’m getting tired,
I just wish all this pain would end.

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