Tonight©

As I hang up the phone
I knew it was tonight
I can't all this pain
I'll rely on this knife

I take a couple cuts
and take a couple pills
write you a little letter
filled with empty tears

I'll tell you of my pain
and a fight I can't win
a question with no answer
a life filled with shame

I'll tell you for hours
why I coudn't cope
all the pain inside
about to burst

my life in my hands
all my stupid mistakes
my filled up journal
all that at stake

I'm sorry I couldn't stay
but I'm in a better place
I don't think I could cope
and live another day

*yeah it blows*