I ll die out of frustration!!!

I wanna die and die so bad
wanna leave no trace of me
stab or hang myself to death
for once, just wana be free

Noone would even care, really
coz i know when im not wanted
not even treated like im human
my lifes lonely my lifes haunted

Noones happy with what i am
they keep asking for some more
they would even kill me ,maybe
if somehow i did wrong a chore

theres one guy, who loves me
the fact somehow consoles me
how can i live now wen he himself
misunderstands and hurts me

i could just cry to death now
i dont even need a knife
sick and tired of living in here
going through so much strife

theres not one reason i should live
the pains js too much to bear
been keeping a happy face all along
my fake smile, no longer i ll wear

y am i cryng then, i don understand
If i gotta go, then i gotta go
Its because of this stupid guy i love
wont ever leave, i promised him so

im so confused, i ll die of confusion
why is it all happening to me????
i wanna die and die so bad
wanna leav no trace of me...