Troubles

Yes,maybe true that life has to go on
But why cant it be simpler with the troubles all gone??
God, before you for some mercy I'm kneeling
Rid me of the pain, its a horrible feeling
Right here as I'm riddin ma mind of the griefs
still warm are the tears that roll down ma cheeks
Looking at the past you could say its all gone
what of the scar again, that had been born?
Lifes full of success but i dont even want it
got a sack full of cash but i dont even count it
Whatever man, I say when Im hit with the question
hommies actin smart try to give a suggestion
Do you feel the weight of the burden Im bearing?
I know you dont, you only act like youre caring
Its me alone, in this baddie world theres no one to confide
Theres pain in every word i speak how the hell do i hide
sup with you, asking me all the time is ma momma
Nothing really, i lie, but i know theres a comma
Nothing, except that i would give up my life
to rid me of the pain, to end up my strife
so Badly hurt I am, but does anyone bother?
my spirit would wake up maybe, thats a thing another
Waiting for the moment when I'd be able to smile
I'm kinda losing hope now, as its taking a while
Still wish to live through, dont even know why
but rests with me the option whether to die or try.

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