Things...

What if I told you
All the things I use to do
Right before I met you
What would you do

I was never perfect,
though you tell me everyday,
How I brighten up your life
And kiss you in that way.

I wish I didn't do those things
I know how much you hate them
But now I can't do a thing
Except for living in shame

I wish I could tell you
But i don't want you to leave
I love you so much
And if you go you'll kill me

You want an open relationship
Which I cannot give
There are just some things
That I don't want to relive