What you can't see

You might as well slit my wrist,
and lay me down to die.
Because I can't play this game,
I'm losing and I'm going insane.

My heart breaks,
can you hear it crack?
My soul screams,
can you hear it speak?

I face down the demons,
but I can't gain control.
I fight the battle,
but I lose the war.

I cut and bleed,
but still the pain remains.
Haunting my very existence,
forcing me to put up a wall.

Iim losing and losing,
there is nothing to gain.
I'm breaking down,
and I'm to blame.

I fight with everything,
thats in my soul.
But its not enough,
to regain control.

So watch me take my final breathe,
and watch me slowly die.
For I can't live life anymore,
I'm just a shadow in my mind.